So I was going to chronicle of some of my gay stories ive written in parts, its not done yet, I will be adding detail I just want to see if I have a good base and direction for an erotica.
Growing up I had crushes on girls and dated women, but I had fantasies about men sometimes. I would jerk off thinking about having sex with rugged older men. I had a gay experience once when I was 13 with my friend he would pretend to be asleep and I would pull down his underwear and play with his dick. I remember holding it and how good it felt. I remember thinking that penis's were really beautiful, I then felt the urge the put it in my mouth and taste it. I remember liking the feeling of a cock filling my mouth. I would roll over and he would do the same to me. He sucked me till I got hard and he got on top of me and rubbed our erections together.
Later when I discovered porn at 16, I kept seeing all these hot chicks take real big cock from muscular guys, I realized I got hard just by looking at the guy. I then started browsing some gay porn and started collecting pictures of men fucking and nice big dicks. Cocks made me so hard, I remember to seeing porn and thinking how much fun it would to be fucked. I did still like girls though and got crushes on them, but always thought about having sex with men.
By the time was 18 I was jerking off to gay porn regularly and really thinking about being with a guy. Just thinking about getting a guys cock hard, gave me a boner quick. I worked up the courage to buy a 6 inch dildo.
When it arrived, I went into my room and put on one of my favorite porn vids and watched as a young red haired man started to unwrap big black cock. I picked it up and put it in my mouth feeling it filling my throat, it was awkward but interesting thinking about that sensation of having a big cock down your throat.
My biggest fantasy was to feel a cock get nice and hard in my mouth. I started to visualize unwrapping a nice hung black penis and putting it in my mouth and tasting it. My mouth watered as my cock started to rise, thinking about a nice big stiffening dick throbbing in my mouth. I started fingering my ass, I realized I always became hard this way. I then started to probe the head around my hole, slowly letting slide it. I felt a little resistance as I put the tip in and out slowly until it finally slid in.
I felt my ass quiver as pushed the dildo in all the way, I moaned with pleasurePost too long. Click here to view the full text.